What is this.....? My First love but.....?

dude! maybe she likes pink too! maybe the guy she likes loves pink too. when she has said that she is not interested please take it on face value and leave.. if she is doing it for you let her get back to you.. and for all you know maybe she looks at you bcz ur cute.. its the same with guys right? you look at all the girls in the world.. but that doest mean you love all of them! give her some time and space to think.. :) g'luck!